Sunday, August 19

OKAYYY. i think someone just passed away.

that is a STUPID statement. there are people passing away every minute, right?

right. anyway. i want to say "I understand how it feels.", but you know, i also understand that even if i said that, it wont make a difference. because. I KNOW. it doesnt. nothing anyone does or say is going to make any difference. death is a damn difficult thing to handle. losing Grace made me learn a huge lesson.

but it IS true when people say, "She continues to live in our hearts." all thats lost is the physical being. the memories we have of her still stay on earth.

its just so hard to face the fact that, all hope is lost.

hope is a NASTY thing, i tell you.

oh mannnn. email is being an ass. i cannot attach over 10MB worth of files. GR. technology is not so nice after all. i'd rather we all had hard copies.

irritating.

I MISSED PRACTICE TODAY. i know i know. STUDY LAR.

studied with wanting at woodlands library. kangling dropped by with the full sets of PTH notes. WEEEEE THANK YOU!!! =D i was going crazy staring at the blanks. hurmmm.

then! at night, we joined angela and thanesh at bt panjang for pasar malam-ing. where we spent a lot of time walking there from bt panjang plaza cuz the bus takes too damn long to come. and where i wasted a lot of precious money on loads of bullshit. totally.

but as ahneh said, by increasing our marginal propensity to consume, we are contributing to the nation's consumption, which will then cause aggregate demand to rise. graphically, the AD curve shifts rightward, thus overall output will rise, and THAT, of course, benefits us in the long term. =)

THE NIGHT WAS PREETTYY. and cooling. so it was super nice just walking and walking and walking, talking about everything under the sun moon.

hm. i realised that blogspot has an autosave draft function. how thoughtful! no more ridiculously-eaten-up entries when my computer hangs. or when connection happens to get cut off. WHICH, is not happening anymore anyway. my computer is now STRONGER than before. =)

pain in the ass to have to carry my laptop everywhere i go studying now. AND i have to look for places where there is a power point. to PLUG my laptop. grr.

i forgot to tell justina to meet tomorrow morning for the job interview. SHIT. realised it at 10.30pm. "SHIT! she CONFIRM sleep liao!"

she better wake up early tomorrow.

i need to sleeeeeeeeeeep. and stop thinking about PTH.

DOODLED at 12:13 AM




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