i am VIVIAN.
i study in singapore polytechnic.
i like to
DOODLED at 8:10 PMthe depressing modules, now coupled with 3 huge ulcers planted inside my mouth, has become even more depressing.
T_T
ways, strangely, i visited jianhui's friend, disong's blog just now. (complete impromptu impulsive decision) he's errr, a good friend of jianhui's who left to study in UK London not long ago.
and i read something really nice in one of his entries! his japanese sensei wrote him something before he left for UK, which said(translated to chinese):
现在你在的地方就是世界的正中央，哪里都可以去哦！Just Do It!
in english, it says; where you're standing right now is the centre of the world, you can go anywhere! just do it!
its a nice, nice thing to say to someone who's leaving the country to study all the way in UK.
ANYWAY, i'm still very determined to take up a third language, professionally. but, POO, i have no money. i seem to have no regard for my money in the bank lately. havent been keeping stock of my spendings. havent been earning much. FINANCIAL PLANNING IS IMPORTANT!
but i'm so lazy.
and its frustrating to keep a constant tab on personal money matters. to keep checking my wallet for how much remaining cash i have on hand before every meal. to plan out how much to spend per day so as to save up. to find out that we need to buy a freaking expensive textbook and feel so sick because i have to make a huge dent in my savings yet again. to see something i really like but controlling myself not to buy it, YADA YADA BLAH BLAH.
lately when i draw MONEY, i refuse to take the reciept. dont want to find out how much is left in my account. -__-
ah, shucks. i hate being poooooooooooooor.
someday, i think, i'll just marry some rich guy and enjoy life. then i can do all the things i've always wanted to do in my life.
learn a third language. learn to play the piano(its freaking expensive to learn). tour europe. sit 1st class in an airplane. go to japan and america disneylands. take the luxurious Queen Elizabeth II cruise, and the beautiful Glacier Express. design and build a house from scratch, with a basement, swimming pool, fireplace and open air roof terrace. have lots and lots of DOGS, from golden retrievers to saint bernards. buy an art. visit the cliche america cities like New York, Los Angeles, Washington, and California. eat fresh sliced salmon sashimi from where it originated; japan. go back to korea and eat more black pig meat at jeju island. go back to hongkong and play at ocean park. see the 7 wonders of the world.
okay, i admit, its mostly travelling.
after i wrote all that, something really sad dawned on me. i have so many things i want to do, so many places i want to go, so many sights i want to see. TOO MANY. up to right now, i keep telling myself, "Someday"...
but the truth is, that day will never come, huh?
the truth is, realistically speaking, i will most probably be stuck in singapore for the rest of my life, working as a regular employee, continually complaining about the squeezy mrts, terrible weather and super idiotic citizens.
i guess some part of me is as dreamy as justina is.
-__- how much more depressing can this semester get?
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DOODLED at 8:10 PMthe depressing modules, now coupled with 3 huge ulcers planted inside my mouth, has become even more depressing.
T_T
ways, strangely, i visited jianhui's friend, disong's blog just now. (complete impromptu impulsive decision) he's errr, a good friend of jianhui's who left to study in UK London not long ago.
and i read something really nice in one of his entries! his japanese sensei wrote him something before he left for UK, which said(translated to chinese):
现在你在的地方就是世界的正中央，哪里都可以去哦！Just Do It!
in english, it says; where you're standing right now is the centre of the world, you can go anywhere! just do it!
its a nice, nice thing to say to someone who's leaving the country to study all the way in UK.
ANYWAY, i'm still very determined to take up a third language, professionally. but, POO, i have no money. i seem to have no regard for my money in the bank lately. havent been keeping stock of my spendings. havent been earning much. FINANCIAL PLANNING IS IMPORTANT!
but i'm so lazy.
and its frustrating to keep a constant tab on personal money matters. to keep checking my wallet for how much remaining cash i have on hand before every meal. to plan out how much to spend per day so as to save up. to find out that we need to buy a freaking expensive textbook and feel so sick because i have to make a huge dent in my savings yet again. to see something i really like but controlling myself not to buy it, YADA YADA BLAH BLAH.
lately when i draw MONEY, i refuse to take the reciept. dont want to find out how much is left in my account. -__-
ah, shucks. i hate being poooooooooooooor.
someday, i think, i'll just marry some rich guy and enjoy life. then i can do all the things i've always wanted to do in my life.
learn a third language. learn to play the piano(its freaking expensive to learn). tour europe. sit 1st class in an airplane. go to japan and america disneylands. take the luxurious Queen Elizabeth II cruise, and the beautiful Glacier Express. design and build a house from scratch, with a basement, swimming pool, fireplace and open air roof terrace. have lots and lots of DOGS, from golden retrievers to saint bernards. buy an art. visit the cliche america cities like New York, Los Angeles, Washington, and California. eat fresh sliced salmon sashimi from where it originated; japan. go back to korea and eat more black pig meat at jeju island. go back to hongkong and play at ocean park. see the 7 wonders of the world.
okay, i admit, its mostly travelling.
after i wrote all that, something really sad dawned on me. i have so many things i want to do, so many places i want to go, so many sights i want to see. TOO MANY. up to right now, i keep telling myself, "Someday"...
but the truth is, that day will never come, huh?
the truth is, realistically speaking, i will most probably be stuck in singapore for the rest of my life, working as a regular employee, continually complaining about the squeezy mrts, terrible weather and super idiotic citizens.
i guess some part of me is as dreamy as justina is.
-__- how much more depressing can this semester get?