i am VIVIAN.
i study in singapore polytechnic.
i like to
DOODLED at 3:36 PMEDIT: OHhhh i love my blogskin, i just realised. =) havent had any inspirations for making new blogskins for a loooooong time. cuz... myblankcanvas rocks! =D
i put up my guzheng for sale on mocca, yahoo auctions, and ebay. woohoo. sexciting. =)
I WANT DS LITE. =(
i almost forgot: BLOODY JORDAN. he's using my dream phone, s500i. *sulks* he even bought it from woodlands, and its the LAST piece in woodlands! its sold out in a lot of places. i screamed at him. i did. LOL.
i need to starve for a few months and save a few hundred dollars. because december has a malacca trip with BBCO, and march has a bintan trip with EIGHTEEN.
our clique, and clique name EIGHTEEN, has finally begun to stuck. LOL. the 4 guys are finally accepting us as a clique, and using our clique name. after much persuasion and brainwashing. HAH! super funny people. /EDIT.
finding out that a friend is actually such a scum, is NOT a good feeling. especially when it was a good friend, a friend whom i TRUST.
T.R.U.S.T. right now, it comes in the past tense.
all in all, it makes me highly depressed. i have just been hit in the face; with my poor judgement for character, and with my misplaced TRUST. real hard.
*PIACK*
humans are fucking flawed alright. theres no doubt about that.
how can anyone still lie at such a stage? i dont know if i should be mad at the dishonesty, or laugh at the desperation.
is it that easy to decieve people? is it really that easy to BE decieved by someone?
i guess it is. afterall, this is the real world. you cant tell lies from the EYES. you cant gauge sincerity by looking into the EYES. like how novels always say you can.
its all bullshit.
all you can see when you look into people's eyes; is their freaking pupils and iris.
the rest? its what you tell yourself to see. sincerity. genuinity. amusement. scorn. love.
its all bullshit.
RIIIGGGGHHHT. i wish i was sanguine. truly.
well, at least ONE thing he said is true: what you dont know cant kill you. the more you know, the worse it is.
BUT! that does not give anyone excuse to LIE so gravely! -_-
although i told justina, "people who dont bother to find out the truth have no right to blame the person who told the lie." =\
seriously, why do i have to meet all the bad examples of humans while i'm growing up? i'm predicting that i'll probably witness murder or rape by the age of 25.
-_-
right right. i should just stop complaining and go back to the ugly world with its ugly people.
tag
DOODLED at 3:36 PMEDIT: OHhhh i love my blogskin, i just realised. =) havent had any inspirations for making new blogskins for a loooooong time. cuz... myblankcanvas rocks! =D
i put up my guzheng for sale on mocca, yahoo auctions, and ebay. woohoo. sexciting. =)
I WANT DS LITE. =(
i almost forgot: BLOODY JORDAN. he's using my dream phone, s500i. *sulks* he even bought it from woodlands, and its the LAST piece in woodlands! its sold out in a lot of places. i screamed at him. i did. LOL.
i need to starve for a few months and save a few hundred dollars. because december has a malacca trip with BBCO, and march has a bintan trip with EIGHTEEN.
our clique, and clique name EIGHTEEN, has finally begun to stuck. LOL. the 4 guys are finally accepting us as a clique, and using our clique name. after much persuasion and brainwashing. HAH! super funny people. /EDIT.
finding out that a friend is actually such a scum, is NOT a good feeling. especially when it was a good friend, a friend whom i TRUST.
T.R.U.S.T. right now, it comes in the past tense.
all in all, it makes me highly depressed. i have just been hit in the face; with my poor judgement for character, and with my misplaced TRUST. real hard.
*PIACK*
humans are fucking flawed alright. theres no doubt about that.
how can anyone still lie at such a stage? i dont know if i should be mad at the dishonesty, or laugh at the desperation.
is it that easy to decieve people? is it really that easy to BE decieved by someone?
i guess it is. afterall, this is the real world. you cant tell lies from the EYES. you cant gauge sincerity by looking into the EYES. like how novels always say you can.
its all bullshit.
all you can see when you look into people's eyes; is their freaking pupils and iris.
the rest? its what you tell yourself to see. sincerity. genuinity. amusement. scorn. love.
its all bullshit.
RIIIGGGGHHHT. i wish i was sanguine. truly.
well, at least ONE thing he said is true: what you dont know cant kill you. the more you know, the worse it is.
BUT! that does not give anyone excuse to LIE so gravely! -_-
although i told justina, "people who dont bother to find out the truth have no right to blame the person who told the lie." =\
seriously, why do i have to meet all the bad examples of humans while i'm growing up? i'm predicting that i'll probably witness murder or rape by the age of 25.
-_-
right right. i should just stop complaining and go back to the ugly world with its ugly people.