i am VIVIAN.
i study in singapore polytechnic.
i like to
DOODLED at 9:20 PMokay. i went studying with ruiguang and john today. BLAH. and all i did was finish most of elearning assignments.
ONLY.
slap youself vivian.
0_o
then what did i do? play theme hospital. argh!
ahhhh shucks.
anyway, the more i think about it, the more upset i get. i mean the friend-turns-out-to-be-a-scum matter. its bugging me. real bad. LIKE, SHOULD I CARE OR SHOULD I NOT?!
there's a saying for this. something like shou bi shi rou, shou bei ye shi rou. [err loosely translated as flesh on both side of the hand?!] except of course, this time 1 side is ROTTEN flesh.
the protective and angry side of me wants to care, but the logical side of me tells me to stay OUT. besides, he already outrightly told me to stay out of it right? afterall, a relationship is between 2 people right? i'm an outsider. strictly an outsider.
if he wants to carry on lying to her, and she wants to soften and believe his lies, it is NONE of my business. if he wants to carry on hurting her, and she wants to carry on being hurt, it is NONE of my business. really. my business ended right after i introduced them, and trusted him with her.
thats the thing. i trusted him with her. trusted. thinking that she was in good hands. thinking that i'm letting a good man take care of her. *SNORTS*
instead, i was leading her right into the lion's den.
AHHHHH JUST GET THE HELL OUTTA MY HEAD!
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DOODLED at 9:20 PMokay. i went studying with ruiguang and john today. BLAH. and all i did was finish most of elearning assignments.
ONLY.
slap youself vivian.
0_o
then what did i do? play theme hospital. argh!
ahhhh shucks.
anyway, the more i think about it, the more upset i get. i mean the friend-turns-out-to-be-a-scum matter. its bugging me. real bad. LIKE, SHOULD I CARE OR SHOULD I NOT?!
there's a saying for this. something like shou bi shi rou, shou bei ye shi rou. [err loosely translated as flesh on both side of the hand?!] except of course, this time 1 side is ROTTEN flesh.
the protective and angry side of me wants to care, but the logical side of me tells me to stay OUT. besides, he already outrightly told me to stay out of it right? afterall, a relationship is between 2 people right? i'm an outsider. strictly an outsider.
if he wants to carry on lying to her, and she wants to soften and believe his lies, it is NONE of my business. if he wants to carry on hurting her, and she wants to carry on being hurt, it is NONE of my business. really. my business ended right after i introduced them, and trusted him with her.
thats the thing. i trusted him with her. trusted. thinking that she was in good hands. thinking that i'm letting a good man take care of her. *SNORTS*
instead, i was leading her right into the lion's den.
AHHHHH JUST GET THE HELL OUTTA MY HEAD!