Friday, November 9

i'm tired.

GGT was hell. i still cant believe i wrote haiphong bay as a hanoi attraction. HAIPHONG BAY. what the hell. what was i thinking?!

shut up jordan.

today was a good day. bowling, pool, arcade, and food. and with 3 guys nonetheless. jordan hanwee and chuping. DIRTY MINDED FREAKS. *shakes head*

oh yes oh yes. there was a question in the GGT paper which goes something like this...

Iran follows a type of law based on its Islamic religion; what kind of legal system is this labeled as?
Democracy(A)
Theocracy(B)
Al Qaeda(C)
Communism(D)

JUSTINA PICKED C. LOL!!!

she never fails to amaze me.

FoM project sucks. IDEAS project sucks. OM project sucks.

sometimes i just dont want to care. sometimes i just want someone to rise up and do whatevers necessary, to give me a specific set of instructions so that i can follow through and not worry to hell about the entire project.

sometimes i just want to take a back seat and have others worry about the big picture.

i simply hate it when people dont commit whole heartedly to completing our project. dont like it when people take half hearted attitudes towards doing our project. maybe VIVIAN is the problem. vivian wants too much from people who are not willing to give. vivian expects too many people to think the way she thinks.

and that is no good at all, vivian.

cut them some slack, will you?

after 11 months of year 2007, i've come to realise that i'm not as strong as i'd like to be. in fact, i feel powerless. like i cant make a difference to anything at all. i am WEAK.

emotionally weak, even though i dont like to admit it. humanely FLAWED. like shit. too flawed.

dont know what i'll do without the close friends that i have. maybe i'm not that independent after all. i cant imagine what my life would be like without wanting, okay though it sounds lesbianic but its true! its frustrating that our lives have to diverge. that when i'm free, she's not. that when she's free, i'm not. that when i'm having holidays, she's mugging for exams. that when i'm mugging for exams, shes having holidays. -_- sometimes i just wanna keep her inside my pocket and bring her everywhere i go. i feel safer when i'm with her. =\

why cant best friends marry each other or something? i should create such a law. best friends are allowed to start a family together, albeit not as a couple. they live together as a family, looking after each other, being best friends with each other. until the day when BOTH of them find their own soulmates, then they get married together! happily ever after!

i'm turning into justina. lovey dovey wovey dreamy person. =(

so... whats so bad about that?

all that paperchase, money focuses, is making me tired.

in life, it always ends up going back to the basics, doesnt it?

DOODLED at 11:40 PM




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