Monday, November 19
mum got sick. low blood pressure, or whatever the doctors like to call it anyway.
*sigh* things always happen at the wrong time. -__-
2 more weeks to week 11. hell week 11.
my hair is turning white.
vivian, if you cant even handle 4 projects concurrently tgt with some family issues, then what good are you huh?
get a freaking grip man.
sometimes i really wish i was someone more powerful than plain old VIVIAN. the kind of important people who make a difference? the kind that has an extensive network, a phone call here, a message there, and i can get problems solved. the kind that gets important things done properly. the kind that helps people solve troubles. the kind that grants people's wishes. the kind with POWER, and responsibilities.
unfortunately, plain old VIVIAN has a long way to go to reach that level.
work harder, plain old vivian. then maybe you can run for presidency.
"with great power, comes great responsibility", is the famous saying. why didnt anyonw mention about vice versa? because right now, i sure feel like a human loaded with responsibilities, yet having zero POWER.
i think i'm beyond my age. why am i thinking of all that crap?
i should be spending what little remains of my YOUTH in a happier way. you know, like, spending all the money in my bank until it goes negative. whining to my parents to buy me a nintendo DS. skipping lessons to go town with my gangs. clubbing the night away with crazy friends. sleeping weekends away. slacking and dont-give-a-heck-ing about projects. staying up late at night watching serial dramas. studying last minute just to scrape through all the exams, to scrape through my poly years with just a simple diploma.
i should try screwing up sometime. go crazy, behave like a rebel teen. maybe even smoke and get a tatoo. god knows i've been too sensible for my 18 years of living. once i pass the studies and get out into the working world, there wont be no chance left for me to side track.
okay maybe i need a dose of prozac.
or maybe they should invent an antidote for cynicism. =D
i bought this!
yup. nodame orchestra live. RHAPSODY IN BLUE IS REALLY NICE! in the pianica version. as in, really really gooooood. and nodame's piano pieces are all good! A LOT OF NICE NICE SONGS in it alright. i'm so happy with it. =)
count your blessings, vivian.
DOODLED at 10:30 PM
Monday, November 19
mum got sick. low blood pressure, or whatever the doctors like to call it anyway.
*sigh* things always happen at the wrong time. -__-
2 more weeks to week 11. hell week 11.
my hair is turning white.
vivian, if you cant even handle 4 projects concurrently tgt with some family issues, then what good are you huh?
get a freaking grip man.
sometimes i really wish i was someone more powerful than plain old VIVIAN. the kind of important people who make a difference? the kind that has an extensive network, a phone call here, a message there, and i can get problems solved. the kind that gets important things done properly. the kind that helps people solve troubles. the kind that grants people's wishes. the kind with POWER, and responsibilities.
unfortunately, plain old VIVIAN has a long way to go to reach that level.
work harder, plain old vivian. then maybe you can run for presidency.
"with great power, comes great responsibility", is the famous saying. why didnt anyonw mention about vice versa? because right now, i sure feel like a human loaded with responsibilities, yet having zero POWER.
i think i'm beyond my age. why am i thinking of all that crap?
i should be spending what little remains of my YOUTH in a happier way. you know, like, spending all the money in my bank until it goes negative. whining to my parents to buy me a nintendo DS. skipping lessons to go town with my gangs. clubbing the night away with crazy friends. sleeping weekends away. slacking and dont-give-a-heck-ing about projects. staying up late at night watching serial dramas. studying last minute just to scrape through all the exams, to scrape through my poly years with just a simple diploma.
i should try screwing up sometime. go crazy, behave like a rebel teen. maybe even smoke and get a tatoo. god knows i've been too sensible for my 18 years of living. once i pass the studies and get out into the working world, there wont be no chance left for me to side track.
okay maybe i need a dose of prozac.
or maybe they should invent an antidote for cynicism. =D
i bought this!
yup. nodame orchestra live. RHAPSODY IN BLUE IS REALLY NICE! in the pianica version. as in, really really gooooood. and nodame's piano pieces are all good! A LOT OF NICE NICE SONGS in it alright. i'm so happy with it. =)
count your blessings, vivian.
DOODLED at 10:30 PM
