i am VIVIAN.
i study in singapore polytechnic.
i like to
DOODLED at 12:19 AMmum's birthday surprise, SUCCESS. spelt with caps.
yahhhhhhhhh. i managed to get out of the house without speaking to her at all, stayed out all day, then we all met downstairs and came up with the cake to scare her to hell at night. woooot.
kinda mad lah huh.
then we had pizza, cake, durian puffs, mango puddings, peanuts, potato chips and beer. junk food all the way.
and discussed valerie's birthday present. since she wasnt around. falala. nice nice. i want her present.
yeah well miffin, next year YOU better organise something nice and sweet on my birthday. *SULKS*
maybe i should drop tourism and go over to being a birthday planner. you know, like a wedding planner. except i think weddings are overrated these days. half of all the marriages in the world end up screwed and sick anyway. so a birthday planner would be much more meaningful.
oh shit. my mum just came into my room, CRYING, says she's so touched and all. -_-
thats damn disturbing.
all the years have made her weak. i think.
or maybe theres really nothing wrong with that.
but emotions make you weak. like when you allow your team mates to free load because you feel sympathy for their troubles. or when you tutor a slacker friend who doesnt put in any effort in work, in expense of your time just to help him get better grades. or when you dont bare to demand from people anything that is expected of them bacause you feel sad for their problems and want to help.
sympathy, trust, kindness, generosity and everything else that comes with these... HUMM well, i guess i only reserve them for selected people. people whom i feel deserves them.
because if you give them all, without thought, everywhere, to anyone, then that will put you at the bottom; a person easily cheated, a person gullible and naive, a person over-trusting, a person EASILY MANIPULATED.
i think i am a CYNICAL BITCH.
worried for the rest of the year. i need to:
get 38 names on the list for dec's Malacca trip(1)
push sales of at least 200 tix for BBCO concert(2)
recruit guest players for dec concert(3)
complete FoM project(4)
complete GGT project(5)
complete OM project(6)
complete CRS reading prog(7)
complete CRS project(8)
sell off my book of SPCO tix(9)
the projects are very pressing, but somehow CO stuff is just weighed on top. heavily. somewhere between all these things i have to squeeze in AJ prom night and 17/06 chalet, which lies right in the middle of week 11, WHERE WE PRESENT ALL 4 PROJECTS IN 1 WEEK BACK TO BACK.
if vivian can survive through the rest of year 2007 in one piece, i dubb her superwoman. =)
i caught something really nice in jianhui's blog!
to meet, to know, and then to part,
thats the saddest tale of the human heart.
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DOODLED at 12:19 AMmum's birthday surprise, SUCCESS. spelt with caps.
yahhhhhhhhh. i managed to get out of the house without speaking to her at all, stayed out all day, then we all met downstairs and came up with the cake to scare her to hell at night. woooot.
kinda mad lah huh.
then we had pizza, cake, durian puffs, mango puddings, peanuts, potato chips and beer. junk food all the way.
and discussed valerie's birthday present. since she wasnt around. falala. nice nice. i want her present.
yeah well miffin, next year YOU better organise something nice and sweet on my birthday. *SULKS*
maybe i should drop tourism and go over to being a birthday planner. you know, like a wedding planner. except i think weddings are overrated these days. half of all the marriages in the world end up screwed and sick anyway. so a birthday planner would be much more meaningful.
oh shit. my mum just came into my room, CRYING, says she's so touched and all. -_-
thats damn disturbing.
all the years have made her weak. i think.
or maybe theres really nothing wrong with that.
but emotions make you weak. like when you allow your team mates to free load because you feel sympathy for their troubles. or when you tutor a slacker friend who doesnt put in any effort in work, in expense of your time just to help him get better grades. or when you dont bare to demand from people anything that is expected of them bacause you feel sad for their problems and want to help.
sympathy, trust, kindness, generosity and everything else that comes with these... HUMM well, i guess i only reserve them for selected people. people whom i feel deserves them.
because if you give them all, without thought, everywhere, to anyone, then that will put you at the bottom; a person easily cheated, a person gullible and naive, a person over-trusting, a person EASILY MANIPULATED.
i think i am a CYNICAL BITCH.
worried for the rest of the year. i need to:
get 38 names on the list for dec's Malacca trip(1)
push sales of at least 200 tix for BBCO concert(2)
recruit guest players for dec concert(3)
complete FoM project(4)
complete GGT project(5)
complete OM project(6)
complete CRS reading prog(7)
complete CRS project(8)
sell off my book of SPCO tix(9)
the projects are very pressing, but somehow CO stuff is just weighed on top. heavily. somewhere between all these things i have to squeeze in AJ prom night and 17/06 chalet, which lies right in the middle of week 11, WHERE WE PRESENT ALL 4 PROJECTS IN 1 WEEK BACK TO BACK.
if vivian can survive through the rest of year 2007 in one piece, i dubb her superwoman. =)
i caught something really nice in jianhui's blog!
to meet, to know, and then to part,
thats the saddest tale of the human heart.